( a girl beyond the clouds )

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I live behind closed doors, 

beyond the clouds.

I am both the angel and the devil

I am all that is divine.

I shine through the night,

and bury the darkness in me.

you see me,

but only for what I partially am

you tell me I don't know who I really am,

but I do.

Papa once told me I was the prettiest angel to ever frown,

to ever cry blood blessed with love.

my wonders won't ever be enough for you.

even if I paint the sky with the color of love,

I am not what you long for

I can be the angel by your side

I can give you the kiss of life,

yet it will only be for my own pleasure

and joy.

I am the angel of your rotten dreams,

worth of a million dollars

and bottom shelf merlot stains

and bloody rouge

and time,

enough time.

just enough

time

to miss you.