( to the breeze )

I want to break my neck

whilst searching for the light in your eyes.

I will turn left,

right,

up and down.

I will study your eyes better than how I studied

my dad

and his flaws

and I will study your heart better than how I studied

my mom

and what made her furious.

I want to destroy my own skin and shred it

to pieces

to take out my bones one by one

and dive into the ocean

bare naked

and to run

to the breeze